I’ll forever be grateful for this summer, as it reminded me who I am, and who I want to be.

It’s not good bye, it’s see ya later.

Maybe I’m over thinking it. Everyone wants to look young right?

My nervous system feels immune to that overwhelming sense of doom. It’s been crying wolf ever since I’ve had consciousness.

I’ve been so numbed my the continual horrors that my self preservation has given up the ghost.

🤙🏼 #beachlife

I’ve realized now that they set me free at sixteen.

I want be visually annoying.

I read an article about another round of dismembered Palestinian babies before I watched a bee bumble from flower to flower.

Born to be Wild or whatever Steppenwolf said.

We live every day at the mercy of the world’s biggest ocean.

60 million square miles and 13,000 feet deep.

She calls the shots.

Strong and positive  masculinity uplifts women.
It aids and abets abortion.
It respects pronouns and makes sure you cum every time.

I remember the weed paralysis setting in just as it was too late to abort mission.

My heart was racing, and the muscles in my butthole felt tired from clenching for so long.

I wish I would have opened my eyes to the fact that she is not a good person sooner, but I guess this is what I get for trusting a clown. 

Pallet Cleanse with a happy beach boy.

The only big test I scored high on was the one that warranted multiple calls from the war recruiters. Lucky me.

There is a lot more resistance with flesh and bone than there is with plastic and silicone. I wasn't expecting it to be so difficult.

My siding may be water damaged, I may not have a bathtub, but I can hear the ocean from my backyard hammock and that’s good enough for the girls I go with. 

I don't want to hear another person tell me I should leave because Idaho isn't a place for liberals. 

So yeah, fuck it, they're right. Idaho isn't the place for us. We're leaving and we won't miss it.

Every day, for the last couple years, I count another MAGA flag that's been erected overnight in the five block radius surrounding our house. Every day it's more and more glaringly fucking obvious that they don't take kindly to 'our kind' around these parts.

I like routine and structure in my day. I like going to thrift stores and deciding what I’m going to eat for dinner in the morning, then going to the store.

I like wiping my ass with Charmin Ultra Soft.

I will throw myself down my flight of stairs before I’m forced to subject my body to something I didn’t consent to.